Sunday, September 23, 2007

Five Strengths

I'm Ashley McCormick.

My top five strengths, according to the strengths test, are developer, restorative, individualization, achiever, and adaptability.

Developer: You naturally see others' potential to move, change, grow, and develop for the better.
This applies to me because I always try to help people realize what they are capable of and what they can do. I try to get them to see their own potential rather than looking at how they are now compared to others. I love to teach children to talk and to watch them grow and make choices. I like teaching people new things and seeing them trying to apply those things to themselves.

Restorative: You readily take on projects that others believe "can't be saved." You can analyze a situation and identify potential shortcomings and what needs to be fixed.
I think this applies to me because people doubt that things can be done. I don't like that, so I ttry to do things to show those people that it can be done. If I fail, then I accept that it can't be done, or can't be done very easily (you would have to posses certain traits to do it). I don't like people saying "you can't do this" or "you can't do that" because most of the time it isn't true. People can do what they want if they are willing to devot their whole self to it (like me becoming a vet; I have to give up an active social life for studies and have a very small social life.).

Individualization: You view each person as a distinct, one-of-a-kind individual.
This applies to me greatly. I think every person is different. I know this especially because I have recently met another Ashley McCormick and she is nothing like me. She is more the opposite of me. I think that there will never be another Slaney, or Olmstead, or Jasmine like the ones I know. Because of this, I can value them more. Iv'e got one-of-a-kind friends.

Achiever: You are busy and productive, and you derive
satisfaction from your accomplishments.
You can draw on a deep reservoir of internal motivation,
stamina, and determination to achieve your goals.

I love accomplishing things. Even if it is just a video game. I love
being able to say "I've done this, and I've done this well." I also
get very excited about things. Like becoming a vet; every time
I think about it my heart flutters and I feel happy about
what is to come. I also use this as determination to get to my
goal. I always want my heart to flutter when I think about
veterinary work.

Adaptability: You create the future out of the choices you
make right now, one choice at a time.
I always think of my future when I make choices in the present.
I want to make all the best choices so I can get to my goal
without having to redo some things first. I like the straight
and narrow; it gets me where I want to go.

Friday, September 14, 2007

Who Am I?


I am Ashley Sarah McCormick. "Ashley" means "restful spirit" and "Sarah" means "God's princess".

I was born and raised in Southern California for eight years. I then moved to Northern California for eight more years.

There I was hurt a lot emotionally. I was depressed without realizing it. I knew only what i desired most: for God to bring me back to Southern California. Soon, He did. My life changed drastically.

I moved to Fountain Valley and went to Brethren Christian School. There I found love and friendship that I had never really seen before. I found myself truly happy for the first time since I lived here before.

Now I am at APU and I am still as happy as can be. These last two and a half have been the best years of my life.

Now that I've explained that, I can tell you more about who I am.

I love Japan and Anime. My favorite animes are Fullmoon O Sagashite, Yu Yu Hakusho, Tokyo Mew Mew, Pretear, Card Captor Sakura, Kamikaze Kaitou Jeanne, Bokura Ga Ita, Lucky Star, Kare Kano, Mermaid Melody Pichi Pichi Pitch.

I love to draw and read manga ("random pictures"-i.e.- comics). My favorite artist is Arina Tanemura and my favorite mangas are Full Moon O Sagashite (better as manga), Kamikaze Kaitou Jeanne, ShinShin Doumei Kurosu.

I love Wicked the musical and book. I love Elphie, the main character, because I can relate to her love for Animals and because I know what it feels like to have people look at you and run away.

That's right, run away. I have this skin condition called amyopathic dermatomyositis, which causes red bumps on my hands, elbows, arms, and face. People don't ask if it is contagious, the just run because they don't understand. It's not contagious because it is my immune system attacking itself. It doesn't hurt me, except emotionally.

Anyway, I love Disney and I love music. My favorite music is japanese music and Wicked. I love the band Changin' My Life, because it really did change my life. Because of the song Smile, I have made it my priority to be happy in any circumstance no matter what. Happiness is too precious to be wasted.

And so, I part with my motto, "Egao Wasuranai Yo".
"I won't forget to smile"